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i already have two new pieces submitted..

batman.

Hokay, so i graduated today woo. schools out until highschool time, fucking finally. I didn't bawl like I thought i would. tehe. i'm not going to miss school, but rather some of the people there. but maybe some distance will do some good. lets hope.

my dad did something ridiculous... he got me a new camera! i am very grateful, even though he didn't have to do that at all, lord knows i don't deserve it! it's amazing though.
i'm alot more inspired too, its odd. i have alot of new ideas swirling around. i'm throwing around the idea of getting a new account... just to start something new maybe. i dont know.

saw flyleaf, the sick puppies, kill hannah, and resident hero on wednesday. it was amazing and i'm obsessed with the sick puppies now, and the lead singer of kill hannah is amazingly gorgeous. >_<

that's all. kbye.

I just want to tell you that I'm sorry for whatever I did to make you attempt to foil what I thought was a perfect friendship. I don't know why you're trying to distance yourself from me or why you act differently around ben/adrian/leila than you act around me, but I'm sorry. I just wanted to tell you that I miss you, I'm worried about you, and I'm always here for you, I'm not going anywhere, I'm not leaving you.
I wish you would tell me what's going on, because it really hurts to see you like this and to be... treated this way... but I can't force you to do anything.
Please forgive me for whatever I did, and everything I have done. I miss you so much and I honestly can't really imagine life without you.
As trite and fake as this all sounds, I mean every last fucking word of it.

..Please talk to me, comment me.. something... anything.

NEW PARAMORE SONG TOMORROW.
I WIN.

Evanescence was amazing. I can't beginto describe it.

Now that you're gone,
I feel like myself again.
Grieving the things I can't repair and willing...

To let you blame it on me,
And set your guilt free.
I don't want to hold you back now love.

I can't change who I am.
Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me.
And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up.
My love wasn't enough.